yeah, about that...

I really can't sleep like a normal person anymore. The last couple of days have been like a bit of a daze to me, and in general, my quest to go through a large chunk of old pictures and videos on my computer has been stuck on the same page for about a week. I am so tired. I still have the feeling of being watched and I am still a little sick, but now the fever is definitely gone, which is great news, as I am hoping to get more sleep now. Also, my close friend seems to have gotten himself involved in some slightly more serious business with those computer freaks than usual. The worst that happened a year ago was that his hard drive got flooded with random downloaded stuff from the Internet. Now, he stays indoors all day and works on, well what ever he is working on.

I found some weird footage though, howeer, it is not from last winterbut from what seems to be this summer, a ew weeks ago. This is a little wierd, because I was bedridden or a few of the days with good weather, and I have yet to go to some of these places, although I do remeber going  to some of these during the winter with some friends and filming with my phone, but not with my camera, hm, weird. I bought during october last year I think towards the end of the month. I was working on a shitty little horror project, I ended up making up this whole sad backstory and how no one thought this specific event that I made up was wierd and yaad yada yada, the stabdard horror vlog stuff. I should have made another copy of a certain petrified insect regardingseries, or asked /X/ for help. However, knowing /x/  I also know the thread would have just ended with "Op is a f*g".
Ah, the worries of a creative person. You guys know what, I anyone ever reads this, I might post the old video I made, it is crappy, but if my memory does not fail me, I think there was something about it that was ...weird... I fonly I could remeber the name of the file, my memory is like a duck during duck season, full of holes.

Anyway, stay tuned

ugh

Ok. first off, sorry about the terrible spelling and grammar in my last post. English is not my first language and I was really tired when I wrote the last post. I am still sick but seem to be getting better. My fever is down and the weird dreams seem to have stopped for now. I think I spent most of the time sleeping, I am not really sure as I can' quite remember the last three days, as my parents were away quite a bit and my brother almost all the time hung out with his friends. Nobody kept an eye on me, but hey, I am an adult after all.

I think I should record a dreamlog type video, maybe I can do some lucid dreaming after that. I could just make random videos anyway. I have recently been taking walks outside, but I get this feeling I am being watched, but it's probably just my imagination. Oh, and also my friend has been completely swallowed up by some weird hacker group on the Internet. I can't reach him at all.

So yeah, thats my life. Staay tuned :)

Got down with the sickness, now I feel terrible.

Cough, cough. I got a summer cold. Typical bad luck on my part. I keep having bad dreams as well, so it's not like I get enough sleep. I have barely spoken to my friend for a while now, he apparently splurged out on a new computer, and has been glued to the internet ever since. Dude, for one thing, it is july and your my age, come one, lets have some fun. On a second thought, I had no clue he had decent internets out at his place.

So anyway, my dreams. I keep dreaming about this orest. It is quite beutful the more I think about it, but I think there is something wrong with it. I get this feeling of being watched all the time. Also everything seems to be burnt and frozen, like  after you make a campfire in the snow.

Then I keep having another dream where I am flying, and heres the cath, over a sea of fire. I mean litterally a sea of fire, I even dive down into it and go to the bottom where the blue flames get so dark that I can barely see. And whenever I ascend I feel very heavy.

So yeah, not like I get a lot o rest. But hey, still better than dreaming about holding a speech and realizing all your clothes are missing, am I right?

Can't sleep...

I have seriously not been able to sleep for the past 2 nights, maybe I shouldn't lurk around on the internet all the time looking at creepy stuff on /x/. Ah, well, we all have vices. Anyway, I think I have a few images for you to upload, some old stuff littering my computer.

Stay tuned for more.

Welcome

Hello and welcome to my not so exciting life. My name is Gabriel, I am a student at x university. This is my little attempt at a diary. I don't really like to blog, last time I did I forgot I even had a blog.

Well anyway. I like to film random stuff. do some urban exploring when ever possible and really lurk quite a bit on various horror boards. Love to read creepypasta and such, but late night walks are a nope situation after that.

My friend Michael and I are planning to make a short film. Last year I even did some small side project. Pretty forgettable interactive online BS. A few years back I started to have some ideas for films, but school took so much time that I never got around to it. However recently I got the means(a couple of fiends and script ideas, as well as some old location scouting footage that has been littering my computer) and acquired a camera, so now it should be easy, a youtube channel is on the way, I will post it here soon.

Well actually, it is not that easy. I recently visited some relatives abroad, and to my surprise I found an envelope with a USB stick that apparently belonged to me. The week before I also found another one of those in my ol room, and a microSD card. There was something off about the photos on it. I don't quite remember taking all of them. But it was probably just the stress from school.

I guess we all have those periods we cannot remember. Lost time and such, I mean, usually that requires something like a good tequila to achieve, but I mean, how many people remember what they had or breakfast six years ago or what they dreamed of last night.

Right?

Well, stay tuned for more to follow :)