He sees me when i'msleeping.

He is still stalking me. I might have created him, given him his life, but I cannot control him. I have been thinking about getting some more help, I know I was warned against getting people involved, but I have one last idea. I am going to try to go back and un-summon the thing. I am going to keep working.

Also, regarding the whole time thing. i think it is a bit of mercy, really, if I do the ritual correctly, I can send this abomination back to the realms of the mind, and I might be able to deal with it.

I will probably forget that all this happened,and I might just not be able to see whats on this blog and my channel, since it is from a different timeline. If this works the way I hope it does then everything should be fine. If not, then I am going to need every bit of help I can get. Because I think Hermit might be dead. I recieved a pckage in the mail. It contained three or four items, a gun with some ammunition, no serieal number, a small cube with something inside, a few torn and dirty pages with additional information on how to summon and defeat memetic weaponry, as well as some of the history behind them, and alos, why there is a serious chance of me killing a lot of people with this. And a bloody scarf, the same one from a certain video. I have an abysmal feeling about this.

The ritual essentially say something about beings that exist as thoughts, and that cannot manifest in this universe yet and need to create memes to eventually inhabit bastardized tulpas or similar creations, or through some odd ritual take control of a person directly. Apparently this would empower said being. I don't know whats worse, having to deal with a powerful ancinet god or deity that I might accidentally unleash upon a world rife with memes that can be weaponized, such as the seedeater, slenderman and the rake and zombies and all kinds of nasty things invented on the internet. I really don't want to think about that or. Or having to deal with waking up with blue hair and red eyes. Yup, shapeshifting. F*ck.

Why can't I ever just have one major problem to deal with.

Argh, stay tuned, and if the ritual fails, I will tweet some information ASAP

Hey, it's that guy

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yqW-GIFZCQ4&feature=youtu.beHave you ever been terrified. Hearts pounding you can't think clearly terrified?

Thats me right now.

Weird sleep patterns and a lot of missing time. I should maybe get a dreamcatcher. I have so much stuff to deal with and so much work to catch up with, I don't really have time to deal with all this supernatural bullshit right now. Yet, I summoned HIM or IT, I don't even know anymore.

Stay tuned for (hopefully) more

Public service announcement, without guitars

Alright, first of I am going to apologise for my rather long absence and lack of updates. However, I ahve finally come across a large quantity of information regarding my own situation and have had a few days to patch myself up and rest from the lat couple of weeks mayhem.

First of, Michaels parents have dissappeared, their car was found near the black forest in Germany three days ago, but there was no sign of them. I have the distinct feeling I will not see them again.

Second, I have managed to crack the last three puzzles or riddles myself, as they had questions of a more personal nature. However, I didn't tell anyone about thie because of some trouble I had actually getting online.

Thrid, I know what I did. When I was shot by this "Inquisitor" guy, I did the ritual I found in my notebook, in order to summon a "memetic" weapon. For some reason it felt so familiar. However, I was not able to control it, and for 108 hours I was apparently gone, missing. I only remember framents of this, like running through a very dark and cold forest, waking up in a hotel somewhere, waking up in a car(I don't have a car or a driving license) and waking up with bruises, cuts and, most scarily, a gun.

The weapon was apparently based on several myths, the usual cautionary tales you would tell a child and some monsters. It actually had some resemblance to a draugr, but it seems to practically run on fear and subconscious ideas, which can actually kill people. Normally this would make normal people kill themselves, the knowledge that you have summoned an eldritch abomination into the world, but I am not even going to try, considering the act that I sort of regenerate quite fast. It is like I don't want to die. I have a feeling the cult that was wiped out had some more info, but I just don't believe a human can create such a supernatural threat and also create, as far as I know, humans like Michael and myself, who seem to have "abilities" of sorts. Any helpful input would be greatly appreciated.

Stay tuned

The document

Here is the document I got in my email.

This document contains an intercepted report made by field agent 134, who was at the time stationed in Europe. The file was badly corrupted, so we have compiled what little information was decipherable in this document. There were additional files attached, however, we have not been able to transmit these via the internet, as they are corrupted every time, thus we are opting for a sneakernet type transfer. The document deals with two things, one is a report on suspected “occulus dei” activity as well as recovered documents regarding the memetic weapon that was apparently created by the aforementioned cult. The organization seem to have an interest in using the entity known as the blind hunter or the tree man to hunt and remove people they believe to threats to their, still unknown, agenda.

Report by field agent: 134

Subject: Memetic weapons, Occulus dei

We have obtained several old books regarding the summoning of an entity that has been described as the blind hunter by the cultists. They appear to have gathered information on how to summon a legendary being also known as the tree man or the beast that steals the people designated by the summoner. The being seems to be [unreadable] and has been documented to appear [unreadable] and thus seems to act autonomously in this time.

This being seems to have an unnerving similarity with an urban legend known as [unreadable] which might mean that it has begun to take on other memetic properties. This includes inducing a strange illness and memory loss, similar to our nullification technology. It also seems to have a mythological connection to the entity the occulus dei revere as a god. Information is scarce, and further interrogation of subject 234-B with advanced interrogation will hopefully render more useful information.

Also, regarding subjects M------/x, G------/x, and the person known as Inquisitor, we still need to take temporal shifts into account. Also the risk of [Unreadable]

For your consideration

Field agent 134

I understand now

I should not have done that.

Remember the video. That told me to come back home. I did that. I went to the place in the video, and guess what, my bag was lying in the middle of the road. I then went to the dam. Guess who was there.

I should not even be alive, but bear with me.

When I got there the masked person, Inquisitor, was there. He was somehow able to talk without speaking, if you know what I mean. He said a lot of things. Things that someone who claims to want to help me did not tell me. He then did something that I will not forget. He shot me, three times. I came to about two hours later, soaking wet from the rain, but fine. Healed. I had to throw away the t-shirt, bloodstains are hard to explain. However, he took the camera with him, however, he forgot to check my pockets, because my journal was in there. I know remember more. Some of my research. Also, I have some revenge planned. I think this should work.

At least, I thought thats what I should do. I did one of the rituals from the book, something about a silent hunter that stalks its victims. Guess what, I don't remember the ritual. But I do know something, I don't usually have nosebleeds after coughing.

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Hit the road

I am going to move around for a bit. I thought about this for some time, however, this might be the only thing I can do. I don't eel safe anymore, and I need to start moving, the men in suits are everywhere, I ignored them for a while, however, now they are back, also, I think I moght have some time to figure out what to do about the masked man.

Another thing, I got an email with the first challenge. It works something like this, there is some code in the message, and there are some words in it, the words act as a form of question asking for a specific word.

Anyway, here is the code:
UVdSa2FXTjBaV1F0YVc1bWNtOXRZWFJwYjI0dFkyOXNiR1ZqZEE9PQ==

So stay tuned.